oh..dye smakin matang~~

salam...
n3 kali ni xde pape pon...
juz conversation or dgn kate lain perbincangan, perbualan between my brother n I...rye ke-2 ri tu... I wish he was here...rindu nk gaduh, rndu nk mtk tlg dye...hehe


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BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
Ubaid Sanzo: salam..
Ubaid Sanzo: wassup?
aiman_razali: wslm...
Ubaid Sanzo: kat umah?
aiman_razali: yup
Ubaid Sanzo: sume ader..?
aiman_razali: ye kot...
aiman_razali: y?
Ubaid Sanzo: xde arh..just ask..
Ubaid Sanzo: k.ngah jer yg xblik kan..?
Ubaid Sanzo: busy ker?
aiman_razali: yup...
aiman_razali: hurm, kol la ma...
aiman_razali: dye dok tnye je tu...
Ubaid Sanzo: xder kredit ar..
Ubaid Sanzo: short in budget..
aiman_razali: 2-3 ari ni dok sebut je...
aiman_razali: duit abes dh?
Ubaid Sanzo: ade lag..ckup tuk blan ni..
aiman_razali: dlm bank da abes dh?
Ubaid Sanzo: sblom ni dah kluarkn hbs..
Ubaid Sanzo: kira dh licin..
Ubaid Sanzo: yg ade ckup smpai blan ni jer..
aiman_razali: okay...
aiman_razali: i'll tell dad then...
aiman_razali: topup la sket..
aiman_razali: kol umh...
aiman_razali: sian ma...
aiman_razali: dok sebut jh...
Ubaid Sanzo: @ bos dh msukkn tuk blan 12?
aiman_razali: rye2 pon x kol umh...
aiman_razali: aku xtaw la...
aiman_razali: lupe nk tnye big boss...
aiman_razali: huhu
Ubaid Sanzo: alahai,raye hr tu pun dah call...
aiman_razali: rye ble tu bro??
aiman_razali: last 2 months?
Ubaid Sanzo: just in short time tuh, xder ar lama sgt..
aiman_razali: uh...
aiman_razali: last 2 months da lme la...
Ubaid Sanzo: bkannyer xnk call cume nk jimat skit la..
aiman_razali: huuuu...
aiman_razali: xckup duit ke?
Ubaid Sanzo: duit poket xckup nk beli topupla,dah 100genih skali topup skang tuk 10 euro...
Ubaid Sanzo: dlu 50genih tuk 5 euro..
Ubaid Sanzo: kira 1euro tuk krg skit dr 1 jam..
aiman_razali: owh...
aiman_razali: 100genih brape RM?
Ubaid Sanzo: lbh krg rm54...slalu cek kat oanda.com...currency converter...
aiman_razali: uh...
aiman_razali: kalo dr mesia tepon mesir cmne lak?
Ubaid Sanzo: mase kluar duit,slalu kna tgk,klu jatuh truk, rugi wat kluar..
Ubaid Sanzo: xtau..
aiman_razali: penah tgk x org laen fmili kol dri mesia?
Ubaid Sanzo: skype xbleh ker..
Ubaid Sanzo: xkot..
aiman_razali: skype da xde
aiman_razali: .ri tu format lppy...
Ubaid Sanzo: slalunyer bdak mesir blik mas pun guna topup yg same..
aiman_razali: then tenet too slow...
aiman_razali: owh..
Ubaid Sanzo: bleh jer klau nk topup sni,then bagi id kat org umah..
aiman_razali: owh...
Ubaid Sanzo: tp mas ke mesir mhl skit,bnding dgn mesir ke mas..
aiman_razali: hurm, nt i'll find out how to kol overseas...
aiman_razali: sng sket mom n dad nk kol...
Ubaid Sanzo: tgk kat ni ar....slalu org sni topup gna...smartvoip..lowrate voip..12voip.n lln..tgk rate call dier...
aiman_razali: uh...
aiman_razali: mn la den tau bnde2 lgu tu...
Ubaid Sanzo: ala mane tau klau nk cek tgk ker....xder bende penting xyahla call..
Ubaid Sanzo: mmbazir ar..
aiman_razali: huhu...
aiman_razali: tu laen cter la bro...
aiman_razali: jnji b'tnye kaba...
Ubaid Sanzo: =)) (dye gelakkan aku..brani sgt la bkn dpn mate ye..hurm)
aiman_razali: laen la kalo dok dkat...
aiman_razali: yg dok dkt ni pon ma mrungut x kol, dok jauh lg la...
aiman_razali: tket p blik g mesir bape eh?
Ubaid Sanzo: 2 ke 3 thousand mas..
aiman_razali: ouch...(dlm hati, cmne mau p tgk dye??tket mahal gle!!)
Ubaid Sanzo: mom dah stop selling?
aiman_razali: not yet...
aiman_razali: syg katenye...
Ubaid Sanzo: larat lag?
Ubaid Sanzo: loan keta bos dh abis blom..
Ubaid Sanzo: klau abis ringan skit kot..
Ubaid Sanzo: =)
aiman_razali: taun dpn abes rsenye...
aiman_razali: nutting 2 wori la bout money...
Ubaid Sanzo: aish xabis lag..rase spatutnyer abis tahun ni...
aiman_razali: sb tu la org kt umh ni dok keep asking je ade duit ke x...
aiman_razali: kalo xde, nk msukkn...
aiman_razali: hurm, awal taun kot abes...
aiman_razali: lupe daa...
Ubaid Sanzo: ow..
Ubaid Sanzo: kiranyer duit tu in balance ar..
Ubaid Sanzo: xkacau bilau keadaan..?
Ubaid Sanzo: sbb adik2 rmai..mom pun dh xlarat..
Ubaid Sanzo: umm..ingat nk mintak zakat plak nnti...
aiman_razali: umh cm bese la...
aiman_razali: blh mntak tiap2 taun ke?
Ubaid Sanzo: bleh jer..kire tuk thun depan kot..
aiman_razali: owh...
aiman_razali: try la...
aiman_razali: ade rezeki, alhamdulillah =)
Ubaid Sanzo: cumernyer bleh dpt ke x, x tau la..
aiman_razali: i'Allah dpt =)
Ubaid Sanzo: tgk arh,x cop kedutaan lag...nnti baru send blik umah..
Ubaid Sanzo: tu pun rasenyer bleh antar balik tahun dpan..
aiman_razali: bwat la cpat2...
Ubaid Sanzo: brgantung mase nk anta blik tu ade org nk balik mas x... 
Ubaid Sanzo: musim cuti baru rmai yg balik..
aiman_razali: owh...
Ubaid Sanzo: thn dpan blan 6@7 kot..
aiman_razali: nape x pos je?
Ubaid Sanzo: xbiaser ar..
Ubaid Sanzo: org sni slalu wat camtu..
aiman_razali: try la pos,,,
Ubaid Sanzo: pos leceh skit kot..
aiman_razali: bole je kot...
aiman_razali: try la dlu...
Ubaid Sanzo: bla ade,akn dpt ar..klau xde,xde...
aiman_razali: cmtu plop...
Ubaid Sanzo: sbb rezki dh dtentukn..
aiman_razali: hurm...
Ubaid Sanzo: yup,in progressing......cume kita yg xtau bla akn dpat dan camne bleh dpat..
Ubaid Sanzo: x perlu bmbang sbenarnyer psal rezki....
aiman_razali: erk...
aiman_razali: am i look worrying?
aiman_razali: i'm not la...
Ubaid Sanzo: cume bimbng penat n susahkn org,tu jer..
aiman_razali: juz tanak ade yg kne blapar sdg yg dok kt umh ni tersandar kekenyangan...
aiman_razali: Allah...
aiman_razali: DIA yg aturkn sume...
aiman_razali: jgn rsau...
aiman_razali: yg pnting fokes stdy...
Ubaid Sanzo: not u,instead it's me..
Ubaid Sanzo: bcoz i'm done nothing till now..
Ubaid Sanzo: i'm just like a burden 4 u all 2 hav..
aiman_razali: haila...
Ubaid Sanzo: i'm just keep wondering like that....
Ubaid Sanzo: i'm try as i can..
aiman_razali: then fokes on ur stdy...
aiman_razali: itu sumbangan kamu...
aiman_razali: the good, the merrier...
Ubaid Sanzo: as Allah make me to try,i'll try...
aiman_razali: go as u are then,...
aiman_razali: jgn pk beban kt org lak...
Ubaid Sanzo: nk solat maghrib jap...sos...!!!
aiman_razali: orait...
(rehat sat...dye p solat)
Ubaid Sanzo: insya'allah...(tetibe ade blik =))
Ubaid Sanzo: just..in the condition i'm now, i take the big risk 4 my life......
Ubaid Sanzo: the loss 4 the next step,i will collapse..
aiman_razali: Allah yg bg smua tu kn??
Ubaid Sanzo: even hard to breath...
aiman_razali: ask HIM...
aiman_razali: iAllah Dia akn bg yg terbaik...
aiman_razali: jgn putus harap...
aiman_razali: jgn putus doa...
aiman_razali: nta dok kt bumi barakah...
aiman_razali: ape sje yg terlintas blh jd doa...
Ubaid Sanzo: yup,vat i can do just tawakkal at all cost i'm now...
Ubaid Sanzo: bumi barakah ke x,itu xjadi ape2 mslh @ kaitan sbenarnye...
Ubaid Sanzo: Allah ada dmana2..
Ubaid Sanzo: even lebih dkat dr urat nadi kita....
aiman_razali: Allah...
Ubaid Sanzo: tmpat yg btul2 barkah hanyalah mekah...
aiman_razali: mesir juga bumi anbia...
aiman_razali: jgn deny yg tu...
Ubaid Sanzo: yup...
Ubaid Sanzo: just jgn jadikn sesuatu perkara itu sbg alasan tuk smpai kpd Allah...
aiman_razali: then kt bumi tu la org mnuntut ilmu agama dan mengaplikasikannya...
aiman_razali: compared to mas, sgt la jauh bezanya...
Ubaid Sanzo: yup,i don't deny that..just jgn jadikan perantara antara Allah dgn kita...
aiman_razali: btol, Allah ade d mn2...
aiman_razali: even skrg pon, Dia bersame kite...
aiman_razali: xkn terlepas walau sesat...
Ubaid Sanzo: cuma jgn berhrp kerna sesuatu benda, Allah akn bg kita... 
Ubaid Sanzo: cth....kita hrp org alim doakan kita sembuh dr penyakit....
Ubaid Sanzo: mafhum dr hadis camni...ade shbt rasulullah minta suh doakan supaya sembuh,tp rasulullah xnk doakan sbaliknya suh doa dgn sndiri...sbaliknya yg x minta ddoakn rasulullah tlg doakan...
(dye da mkin matang)
aiman_razali: btol...
Ubaid Sanzo: aish,aku dah naik pening da...
aiman_razali: kite yg kne usaha, dan doa tok kite...
aiman_razali: bkn org laen...
aiman_razali: cuma myb, org laen leh jd pnguat kpd doa kite...
aiman_razali: sb tu la doa tok org laen, biarlah org tersebut x tahu,...
Ubaid Sanzo: d conclusion that i can simply here that..lbh krg camni...jgn berhrp kpd sesuatu slain Allah...
Ubaid Sanzo: just straight to Allah...sbb bla camtu,dgn sndiriknye rahmat Allah akn dtg...
aiman_razali: btol...
Ubaid Sanzo: tanpa perantara,walaupun org alim,maqam @ sbgnya...
aiman_razali: mmg kne berharap kt Allah je...
aiman_razali: tp, allah da kate Dia xkan redha m'laenkan dgn redha ibubapa...
aiman_razali: betapa Allah dan rasulNya meletakkan ibubapa itu ditempat yg tertinggi d cc anak2...
Ubaid Sanzo: yup..yg tu lain plak..sbb parents brtanggungjwb dgn ank dan instead anak pun cam tu gak....
Ubaid Sanzo: jd kita kna tunaikn amanah yg tlh dtetapkn...
aiman_razali: yes...
aiman_razali: dats rite...
aiman_razali: sume pon ade amanah msing2...
aiman_razali: antara nk tunaikan atau tdak je...
aiman_razali: mn yg sdar n fhm amanah tu, alhmdulillah...
aiman_razali: yg x fhm, moge Allah berikan lebih kefahaman...
Ubaid Sanzo: jk amanah yg dberi djlnkan dgn baik,mmg Allah janji akn bagi balasan..cumanyer doa d mana2 tempat pun sama jer,xperlu perantara....
aiman_razali: yezza...
aiman_razali: totally agree =)
Ubaid Sanzo: perantara camtu sbenarnya mnunjukkn kita xsabar supaya doa kita dmakbulkn...
Ubaid Sanzo: stiap doa wlaupun x dmakbulkn dikira jgk...cuma kita yg xsabar..
Ubaid Sanzo: Allah lbh suka kita brsabar dan menunggu dgn trus berdoa xkira apa2 keadaan dan tempat pun..(btol2)
Ubaid Sanzo: n Allah lbih suka org yg straight forward berdoa kpdnya dgn sndiri..(terkedu!!)
Ubaid Sanzo: in all the time...
aiman_razali: =)
Ubaid Sanzo: ingat satu perkara..jgn brharap kpd sesuatu makhluk..sama ada tuk diri kita @ diri org tersebut mlainkn kita sendiri yg trus minta doa tuk kbaikan trsebut... 
Ubaid Sanzo: n berserah kpd Allah...
aiman_razali: yezza...
aiman_razali: thanks bro...
aiman_razali: for diz wonderful reminder...
aiman_razali: =)
aiman_razali: hurm...
aiman_razali: got to go...
Ubaid Sanzo: sbenarnye nk ckp camni,supaya apa2pun trjadi kat sapa2 pun khasnye myself lepas ni,samada berjaya @ x,fail,collapse....supaya stay calm n dont worry, sbb smuanya Allah yg tetapkn setiap sesuatu perkara tersebut...setiap perkara ada hikmahnya cuma kita yg dpt tau atau x.. 
aiman_razali: wanna sleep...(ngantuk da..1a.m)
Ubaid Sanzo: ok2...going to sleep ker..
aiman_razali: i'm da coolest one then,,..
aiman_razali: dun wori...
aiman_razali: ma pon mcm da blh trime...
aiman_razali: juz dye sgt rsau...
aiman_razali: itu saje...
Ubaid Sanzo: ow....hav a nice trip then....
aiman_razali: kbetulan ade sorg ustaz tu bercerita...(tetibe mate celik blik..hurm)
aiman_razali: dye jd mkin lega...
Ubaid Sanzo: yup..
aiman_razali: Allah mudahkn urusan kite, rite?
Ubaid Sanzo: apa cer plak ni..
aiman_razali: haha...
aiman_razali: ma bercerita kt sorg customer ni...
Ubaid Sanzo: =) (dye da senyum blik...lega...)
aiman_razali: dlu dye student azhar...
aiman_razali: tp x abes...
aiman_razali: abaikan yg ni...
aiman_razali: hurm...
aiman_razali: pas2 ma cte la, da fact u've failed for 5 pper rite?
aiman_razali: then, ustaz tu kate...
aiman_razali: dats common...
aiman_razali: kire ok da tu...
aiman_razali: pas2 dye ckp lg, x smestinye yg gagal awal, slamenye akn gagal...
aiman_razali: n vise versa...
aiman_razali: ma lega la ble dgr...
aiman_razali: sb yg bercerita tu org yg de experience...
aiman_razali: bkn bercakap atas dasar dgr ckp org saje =)
Ubaid Sanzo: ooo,kiranya skang dia dh berjaya..
Ubaid Sanzo: that can be the example yg kehidupan ni sbnarnya dah daturkan....
aiman_razali: hoho...
aiman_razali: ustaz tu x abeskn pon lg stdy dye...
aiman_razali: tp, da kawen n ade ank pon...
aiman_razali: dan katenye, dye blh blik ke mesir anytime tok habiskn pngajiaan...
Ubaid Sanzo: dia thn baper..
Ubaid Sanzo: kira lega ar skit bila everyone bleh trima hakikat...
aiman_razali: katenye ade 2 taun agi...
aiman_razali: every0ne mula mnerima...
aiman_razali: yg pnting ma n ayh la...
aiman_razali: sb nk cari redha dorg...
Ubaid Sanzo: yup..
aiman_razali: aku ok je...
aiman_razali: as we're still in learning process...
aiman_razali: bkn mudah, rite?
aiman_razali: tp ni lah yg kite kne harungi =)
Ubaid Sanzo: ya, rite.....
aiman_razali: suka duka, pahit maung itu sume dugaan...
aiman_razali: Allah dtgkn ujian tok hambaNya bkn saje2...
Ubaid Sanzo: as long as we can be in peaceful and harmony.....
aiman_razali: btol...
aiman_razali: yg ni pon da sgt bersyukur...
aiman_razali: n Allah da gerakkn hati ayh tok daftarkan sume ank2nye ke mekah...
aiman_razali: Alhamdulillah...
aiman_razali: moge Allah bg peluang time semua msih berdaya n diberi kesihatan yg baik =)
Ubaid Sanzo: uish, sugoi......masya'Allah..
aiman_razali: 1st tu, kimi yg cadangkan,...
aiman_razali: then cmne tah, ma citer ayh nk bwat tok sume...
aiman_razali: rse kt hati ni Allah je yg tahu =)
Ubaid Sanzo: is'it to different the situation happen home then bfore...
Ubaid Sanzo: i wonder...how far it's going..
aiman_razali: btol...
aiman_razali: myb sb msing2 da reti nk pk 4 good...
aiman_razali: bkn asek mncari silap org tu dan org ni...
aiman_razali: Alhmdulillah...
aiman_razali: everything sgt2 ok...
aiman_razali: Allah tahu keadaan hambaNya rite?
aiman_razali: myb dlu, kurg doa dri kite sume...
aiman_razali: skrg ni msing2 da sdar...
aiman_razali: n yg sedar tu terapkn dlm dri yg x tahu...
aiman_razali: agr same2 m'bntu...
aiman_razali: n xde yg lps tgn dh,..
aiman_razali: u know sumthing?
aiman_razali: a day b4 eid...
aiman_razali: pp n paih potong daging...
aiman_razali: both of them finished all 7 kgs without any0ne help...
aiman_razali: alhmdulillah =)
Ubaid Sanzo: dh matang agaknya...alhamdulillah..
aiman_razali: same2 mematangkn dri...
aiman_razali: hehe...
Ubaid Sanzo: =)
aiman_razali: hafalan pp pon alhmdulillaah mkin ok...
aiman_razali: ble dgr tu rse cm x percaye...
aiman_razali: sb dye dri klgn yg lemah...
aiman_razali: tp, dye mju dlm bidang Quran lbh dri adik beradik yg laen...
Ubaid Sanzo: alhamdulillah,dia dah jumpa bidang dia...
aiman_razali: btol...
aiman_razali: awal dri org laen...
aiman_razali: patot la ayh kate tu jln dye...
aiman_razali: jgn sape2 kcau...
Ubaid Sanzo: yup,good...n i'm still seek for my capability actually...
Ubaid Sanzo: still in searching...
aiman_razali: me too...
aiman_razali: so, same2 la kite m'cari ye...
aiman_razali: =)
Ubaid Sanzo: insya'allah,,,one day we'll find n know it... 
aiman_razali: i'Allah...
Ubaid Sanzo: umm..my grammar byk sgt yg slh la....lama x jg...
Ubaid Sanzo: bhs arab lag la teruk..ha3...
aiman_razali: haila...
aiman_razali: bahasa arab kne strong la...
aiman_razali: lam mase yg same jg la english...
aiman_razali: nt sng nk spread knowledge gne multilanguage...
Ubaid Sanzo: yup,but my desire bigger than that....
Ubaid Sanzo: biar Allah yg tentukn dan jlnkn kita mgikut khendaknya...
Ubaid Sanzo: kita just ingat n stay the right line....
Ubaid Sanzo: sbb kisah khidupan kita sdah dttpkan dlm lauh mahfuz...
Ubaid Sanzo: kita redha jer n bersabar dgn benda yg x menyenangkn...
Ubaid Sanzo: =)
Ubaid Sanzo: slap plih karakter ar..
Ubaid Sanzo: xpe ah,kate nk tdo...
aiman_razali: haha...
aiman_razali: 1.30 a.m already la bro...
aiman_razali: mmg tyme tdo kn?
aiman_razali: kul bape dh kt mesir?
aiman_razali: 1 more thing...
aiman_razali: pp kate dye pon nk p tonto...
aiman_razali: wait for him then...
aiman_razali: he2...
Ubaid Sanzo: 7.30 ok,now i'm feel better 2 know all this matter...jika bleh krim salam kat suma 2....bkn slalu bleh online....
aiman_razali: orait then...
Ubaid Sanzo: insya'allah...
aiman_razali: i'Allah =)
aiman_razali: take gud care...
Ubaid Sanzo: jika itu jln dia,dia akn lalui...
aiman_razali: seek for da best...
aiman_razali: gud luck in everything ye...salam'alaik..
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Allah...terbuka sume cte...tp aku nk kongsi gk ng sume out there...dlu dye seorg yg sgt degil..yg sgt x mndengar kate...yg sgt malas...tp, alhmdulillah..tarbiyah tmpat studinye kot..n tarbiah berjauhan dgn famili...inilah hasilnya...dulu mse kt uia truk gk..pnteng klas...blik klate sesuka ati...mn la x dpt surat saman...huuu...but now alhmdulillah...dye pon da blh sjukkn ati aku...same like others...da x rsau da ng adik2 laki...sb aku yakin mereka blh bimbing, blh tgur adik2 bradik yg len bile perlu =)